Brief aan August Allebé 1897

This letter to August Allebé was written in 1897 by Jac van Looij, a time when artists navigated complex relationships of mentorship and societal expectations. Van Looij’s words reveal a personal struggle, reflecting the broader societal tensions of the late 19th century. He grapples with feelings of unease and perhaps even shame, around the “canonized” relationship of student to teacher. The letter hints at a desire for authenticity, challenging the conventional “feelings” expected within his social circle. The emotional weight of these words speaks to the complexities of human connection and the courage it takes to express oneself honestly, even when it means questioning established norms. Van Looij seeks to transcend the ‘small-mindedness’ of his peers. Ultimately, this letter serves as a poignant reminder of the emotional labor involved in navigating social expectations.